Selfish.

I really do not understand what rights does the 3rd party has to destroy a family overnight.

How selfish is she to snatch a father's love for his 3 children.

How selfish is she to not allow her father to show love and concern for his children.

How selfish is she to brainwash the father into not supporting the kids physically, mentally or financially when the kids were still young.

How selfish is she to chase out his children from the father's house.

How selfish is she to want him all by herself.

How selfish is she to snatch and seduce him away when the father and mother were deeply in love.

How selfish is she to get into their relationship when she's having the 3rd child.

How selfish is she when she scolded and reprimanded the wife when she disallow the affair to continue.

How selfish is she when the father got into an accident, she spam called the mother's phone when she was taking care of her husband whom was in coma, and even came over to the hospital and scolded her infront of everyone just because she was not informed about the accident.

How selfish is she when she forbid the wife to take care of her husband when he needed help just because she said so.

How selfish is she to find excuses to scold his children because of small matters just because she want them out of his house.

How selfish is he to let himself get brainwashed by the 3rd party.

How selfish is he to listen to her just because.

How selfish is he to not care about his children just because she said so.

How selfish is he to push everything to the children's mum financially and emotionally.

How selfish is he to not care about his children's feelings.

How selfish is he when he decide to leave his wife for a bitch.

How selfish is he when he sided the bitch when his children said stuffs about her.

Good & Bad Desires

Did anyone ever have any desires to do or archive something badly?

I'm sure most of us do.

Be it the desire to ace in our studies, or the desire to work hard in our job, or even desire to strive harder for a better future for your partner or your family.

But does anyone ever had any bad desires?

What does "bad" means to you?

The desire to go through illegal ways to get more money for a better life?

The desire to look for a second fling when you had a partner?

The desire to report false statement to your boss about your colleague as so you can get promoted?

The desire to cheat on an important exam as so you can archive what you want?

People had been living life for millions or even billions of years ago up till now but why had peoples' desires are getting stronger with technology advancement and with our economy growing day by day, our desire to be success grew stronger and everyone had their different ways to archive it be it the "right" way or "wrong" way.

In this modern era, everyone want to be successful, but minority are willing to work hard the "right" way to archive it.

Look at the world's economic corruption now. 

The internal wars between countries, the protests of citizens due to corrupted governments and lots of cases of companies' board of directors gotten fired due to stealing of company's funds.

Look at our healthcare for instance.

Medical bills are so expensive nowadays that commoners like us can't afford it without government subsidies, let alone to stay in the hospital and get surgery when it'll cost at least 5 digits. 

We are living in a world that without money, you can't survive and will be looked down on.

Even basic necessities like drinking water and survival basic food needs to be bought nowadays.

Look at our grandparents era; where medical bills are rather affordable and there's wells to drink water from everywhere, people had been breeding their own farm animals and people aren't stressed about money and luxury.

People living in this era craves to live a luxury life without working hard.

LV, Gucci, Chanel etc are being "necessities" for every life of a typical Singaporean girl and even when looking for a suitable partner, people will see each other's income and how successful they are in life. Minority are willing to strive hard together with their partner and instead, they are looking for a stable(rich) partner who they can lean on without working hard in life.

Life is hard nowadays, isn't it?

Introduction

Hi there! 

Should I do a (awkward) self introduction for my very first blog post? 

I'm Amanda Lee, currently celebrating last year of my youth @ 21, working a very life-less shift hour job and leading a rather boring typical singaporean life.

On the bright side!

I have a very loving boyfriend of almost 4 years, and am independent enough to support myself for everything I wanted which I can proudly say it out. 

Working part times, events, temp jobs and now a full time position ever since i was 14 taught me to be more independent and not take things for granted. Despite me not completing my studies, I'm thankful enough to find a stable job that I can fed myself with and not depend on my parents.

Working here for a year had totally improve my tolerance skills from demanding students and bosses to lazy colleagues who love to steal credits for your hard work. Politics at work makes me dread going to work sometimes but well, suck thumb lor. 

Overall I think that in order for me to archive what I want and to chase what I like and to do what I want to do, I gotta work hard for it and just endure certain circumstances in life.

Reminder to self: